@Lazarou @fkamiah17 this is what keeps going through my mind. It's so unsettling, I feel restless and entirely bogged down by fatigue at the same time. We can get through this, but it's likely to get harder before it gets better. Prepping my mind for all the possible outcomes is a lot to handle, but Alex and Renee have had the chance stolen from them, so it's up to us.